im so screwed lah please.
holiday homework-geog test
-maths workbook 1 qns
-maths workbook 2 qns
-statistics, 91 ,92
-ws 62-read r n j
-sci ws (the sposed to be quiz)
-geog sia
-hist ws
-art
-chinese portfolio
-zi4 wo3 jie1 shao4
SCREWED MAN, SCREWED. not to mention still got jason's stack of tuition homework.
plus
I HAVE NO MORE FREE FULL DAYS. i hardly have time to breathe.
i really felt like breaking down on the bus on the way home from band today lah. like the whole of next week is full of band pracs. there no more time left.
WHY CANT MR MATTHEW LIM HELP US ASK FOR EXTENDSIONS TO OUR HOMEWORK. wth! last time when mrs wong was our teacher in charge she helped us ask for extendsions lah. and now?
quotes jasmine:
"that incompetent stupid man!"now i really feel like ponning the first day of school lah. sabrina is confirmed ponning the first day of school. aaargh freakk. jasmine liang zhen and pearlynne are going to ask gregory goh for extendsions themselves lah. pearlynne volunteered to help me type a letter too cause i guess i really looked like im going to break down on the bus. but i dunno if it's the right choice. cause im sure jasmine and tianhui will be able to finish their homework. i dunno why.
URGH I FEEL LIKE THROWING AWAY ALL OF JASON'S HOMEWORK. without his homework i can cope le lah! pffffffft.
I REALLY FEEL LIKE PONNING THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! im so not ready for zi4 wo3 jie1 shao4. i scared i screw the whole thing up and li2 lao3 shi1 come and scold me again.
im so sorry but im really not looking forward to school. when school starts then you get more of your class and less band. and im so sorry im more bonded with band then 207. seriously. the type of bonds in band made 207 look like nothing.
im quite jealous of how much the sec 3s help each other alot.
DUNNO WHY THE SEC 2s COHORT SO DAMN SELFISH LAH. ok fine maybe not the whole sec 2s cohort. but some sec 2s super selfish lah. and worse still, attitude problem. what's their problem.
and
IM SO PISSED OFF BY SOME PEOPLE. the whole holiday they can even go and watch XMEN 3 and then afterwards go and say what "gaah im going to blow soon." and sound as if you're so depressed and that you're life sucks like shit. waliao. then wo3 bu2 shi4 si3 le lorh. freak.
i finally found out why i seldom speak of my troubles. it's precisely because of what pearlynne said on the bus lah. when people speak of their troubles, they would normally want you to make a decision for them. the worse thing to do is to leave them hanging for no answer. and the thing is when WE speak of our troubles, no one would really understand what it feels like until the same person goes through it. so the only people whom we can talk to is our own band people lah. cause when we talk to our normal school day friends who are in different ccas, they would never understand how much we suffer and go through in band and all the screwing up of time management and screwing up during practices. they would never understand how much it hurts when we break down not because for us but for some a common goal we work towards. and when we talk to others and discuss about our troubles, the other party will be sure to compare their troubles with us saying: "I SUFFER MORE THEN YOU" that type of stupid thing.
i got super pissed with some cca of our school normally they also bully guzheng then now they come after us. wth. and it's not like they need to carry stuff to go outside to prac lah. they need instruments meh. everytime make guzheng carry their heavy stuff outside bandroom to prac. then they use the room. so what if you have 100 over people in your cca. so great meh.
dont understand why that cca people so snobbish and stuckup lah. aargh freak. and during band camp we saw them got scolded and nutcase was like: "woah. so fierce!"
jasmine and i: "no lorh. i think they not disciplined enough."
